kid cudi is awesome. chatroulette? not so much.

i would first like to point out that i greatly dislike the amount of noise consuming my house currently. i love sophomore boys. not. haha.
(this is funny cuz one of my bfffffffff's is dating a sophomore. lollollollollollol.)

second off. chatroulette is only fun when you meet catch up with drunk people from minnesota. this is part true. haha. also, we met this girl who swore she was 15, but she had pigtails, said she was muslim, and was jamming to techno. when we asked if she liked justin bieber (you know, just making conversation and what not) she replied with "am still virgin, u sluts."
yep.

third off. i love florence + the machine. her indie bad ass sound is superb. kiss with a fist is a must, and her cover of oh, darling, the beatles song? amazzzing.

fouth off. it hit 50 degrees here this week! ! ! ! !
but apparently we're in for a winter storm this weekend sooo... damn it.

fifth off. remember last year around this time i was freaking out about aquiring a prom date? i found one! this is a first everyone. unbelievable, i know. now i just need to find a dress. i'm hoping i find a simple elegant green dress. i can visualize it in my head perfectly right now. if i find it, i'll post it here.

i'm off to read glamour and listen to some kid cudi. because i love him.
ps if you haven't listened to erase me, go do it. now.

my future husband is in england.

second snow day in a row?! wooohooohooo!

breaking news everyone. but i have officially decided i'm over biology/nutrition. the world of music and musical theatre, brace yourselves. i'm still going to state for the first semester or two, just to get myself settled and on my own and get some generals done, but then after that i'm transferring elsewhere! i've already found a college in colorado i kinda like. haha, obviously it hasn't stuck out too much for me, cuz i can't even remember the name of it.

funny story. my grandparents spent a weekend over at my mom's a couple weeks ago. one of the conversations my mom and grandma were having were about my lack of dating in high school... mind you, i'm still in the room. my mom was trying to justify it as in i just haven't found anyone to my liking (which is partly true. the other part would be i enjoy being single much more and i'm just not a boyfriend girl.) my grandma could not grasp this concept, and followed up by saying, "ok, well. i'm sure she's just waiting for the fresh crop of boys at sdsu this fall! she's gonna end up coming home with a farmer boy from minnesota, i just know it."

excuse me, grandma? i love her to death, but on a serious note... HELL NO. farmer boys are cool and all, but i don't think so. my sass couldn't be contained so i followed up with "no grandma, my husband is in england."
"what? why england?"
"nice clothes. lean. intellectual. nice clothes. hot accent. polite. nice clothes."
needless to say, my grandma had no idea what to respond to that with. my mom laughed. ugh.

also, update on the one act! both of our show nights have been cancelled due to this winter weather storm... :( poop. i really enjoy those nights. but i also really enjoy not having school for two and a half days. haha. and i don't have to attend school tomorrow and friday, cuz it's STATE ONE ACTS WOO! yeah. i'm pumped.

anyways, i'm off to go work out. because i just put together a kick butt workout playlist on my ipod. haha.

happy snow day everyone.

regardless of the overwhelming amount of time i had on my hands over break, i still didn't find time to blog.

the only time i ever like snow/cold is over christmas break. other than that, it can go away. snow days are nice, but i think i could survive without them if i lived in a warmer place.
i got a new phone everyone. and i promise you, i will not break it. it's basically an iphone.
also. do not judge, but i purchased my first pair of buckle jeans. and they look classy and fit like a charm, i promise. so i can continue to say that i will not end up a "buckle bitch." like my sister lol.
i show my love to her through harassment, and she knows this, so it's all good everyone.

one acts are going.... smoothly. i let you know how that ends up.

musical is around the corner. last one. i can't believe it. at all.

and then i'm going to need to start looking for a job. i see this summer mowing lawns for the city of sioux falls. working outdoors without having to worrying about "customer service"? yes please.

also. i applied and got accepted toooooo....... the glorious south dakota state university. i already wish i had found an art school out on the east coast to apply to. the more i think about it, the more i want to pursue my life in performing arts. i love it that much.

although, i guess i could settle to become a dietician. that is, if i can survive the chem portion of it lol. and i still have to decide if i possibly want to minor in music, and if i can actually do that, time permitting blah blah blah.
speaking of which. applying for scholarships sucks. no, take that back. the preparation for scholarship tryouts suck. excuse me, but preparing 2 pieces on trumpet AND 2 pieces for vocal?! freak out time.

i would end this post on informing you that i'm holding to my resolution for this year but seeing as i don't have one well.... ha.

buh byeee now.

slimy, yet satisfying.

first weather related early dismissal today. excellent start to my thanksgiving weekend.
however, i forgot how much i dislike ice. i spent 15 minutes scrapping that ish off my windshield after school today. it's a good thing i live 73 seconds from the school now.... haha, actually it's not that big of deal because i drive a tank of a vehicle (jeep.) that can handle whatever weather is thrown into it's windshield.

on another note, i have a point to blogging this time...
how the lion king influenced/relates to my life.
i had the extreme priviledge of watching it last weekend after watching the most horrendous film ever screened (splice. this is a fair warning. DO NOT WATCH. your eyes will bleed and your mind will forever be seared with horrible images)

also, before i get started, i ask you not to judge..... seriously.
1. simba, to me, was very attractive. (no, i do not have a fetish for animals...) i basically had a mini crush on him and wanted to be his best friend. or boyfriend. haha. i was extremely jealous of nala... for obvious reasons. except when i was little, i only thought simba was cute when he was a little lion, and not a big lion. however, after watching it last weekend, i find big simba just as attractive now. again, no judging.
so basically. i wanted simba to be my first boyfriend. sadly, this did not happen.

2. as much as i hated the hyenas (cuz they help with scar, therefore automatically making them evil.), i couldn't help but want to be their friends. let's face it. they have funny jokes, and laugh a whole lot more than necessary.... story of my life.

3. hakuna matata! first off, second favorite scene in the movie. (first being can't wait to be king. duh.) second off.... you know how pumba and timon eat bugs? ok, obviously haha. well. those bugs looked and still look HIGHLY appetizing. so. around the age of 4, as i watching this movie i came to the conclusion of wow. bugs look tasty, "slimy, yet satisfying!" so what happens the next day while playing with chalk on my driveway the next day? i see a centipede. "slimy, yet satisfying!" runs though my head. i pick it up. i place it in my mouth. i chew it. it did not taste like chicken, and it was not "slimy, yet satisfying." oh and no worries. it was dead. probably fried up by the sun.
so, if i hadn't ever watched the lion king, i probably never would have eaten that bug and wouldn't be in this place today if it weren't for that bug.
ha jk lolz.

those are the top 3 ways the lion king has influenced my life. i hope you were highly entertained by me spilling my inner childhood secrets to you.
love, timba.
(if you didn't catch that, it's simba and tressa put together.... ;) )

summarizing.

so i happened to restumble onto my blog again.

so many things have happened i don't even know where to start....

i think i last left off at... oh yeah. night before the first last day of school.

right now, senior year has been awesome. and stressful at the same time.

i think i'll just sum up each month...

august:

i got hired at juice stop, my dream job. only problem, i worked every minute i wasn't either a.) dancing b.) schooling c.) fall show practicing d.) sleeping/eating/breathing. it was horribly stressful.

marching band was rocking and rolling, and we started learning pieces for our show (january 15, 2pm and 7pm at the orpheum: the princess, the sheik and the swordsman/chicago blues and red dancing shoes) i got the lead in chicago blues and red dancing shoes :) :) :) guess what my characters name is? sassy. awesome, i know.

september:

extremely nice weather.

extremely busy.

lots of mband competitions.

made homecoming court! couldn't believe it. homecoming week was definitely a blast. we got a hummer limo for after coronation. 4 15" subs in the back. enough said. here's a pic of court, and i got the priviledge to be escorted in by my bestie josh. :)

october:

lost our homecoming football game to roosevelt :/

marched the best marching band show ever at FOB finals, but placed 8th. couldn't believe it. it was always colder than hades heart that night.

got let go at juice stop, because i couldn't work the required 15-25 hours. to be honest, it was a huuuuuge relief.

fall show.... came together at the very last minute, like usual. lots of fun.

and then! all state choir in aberdeen :)

t'was a blast, however, we didn't get to leave a day early due to a snow storm, like last year. my quartet was awesome, yet again. (josh, elliYOT, and haley. wooooot.)

creepy, yet funny story. the tenor that sat in front of our quartet, who i swear, was 6 years old, was a creep. he constantly turned around, so the afternoon rehearsal of the first day, josh and i decided to make a tally of how many times he could turn around in a 4 hour period. we guessed around 100 times. wrong. after hour 2, he had turned around 122 times. thats sick. he would turn around while singing, whenever i said a comment to josh, whenever i sneezed, whenever josh hiccuped... the epitome of a creep. by supper time, the tally finished out at 187. grossed out? you should be. he figured out halfway through we were keeping a tally of something... but josh told him it was a hiccup count. big lol.

and now, november.

nominated for the mock presidential election by my class, and had some epic commercials. you should check them out here http://tg018.k12.sd.us/ just scroll down til you find my name :)

but... apparently kyle had better commercials, cuz he ended up winning it. he put wayyyy more time and effort into it than my class did, so i wasn't too let down.

it was 70 degrees last weekend! ridiculous!! i love it though, i'm definitely not complaining.

i officially bought my formal dress today :) i'm very happy with the purchase, and can not wait to wear it. i, however, need to aquire a date asap. i'm not too worried, though.... haha.

and in the very near future.

as in, next week. i'm going to the harry potter premiere! woo woo woo wooooo! i'm so pumped.

there. all caught up now?

excellent.

i'm sure i'll be back to fill you in on more detes in a month or two. or three.

i am a s. i am a s-e. i am a s-e-n-i-o-r.

hey guess what?
tomorrow's the first day of school.

guess what else?
i have 15 quotes left to reflect on.

what's that?
yes, i am procrastinating like a mo'fo.

....you get my drift.

i finished lord of the freakin' flies last night around 1230.
i have yet to even start decorating my notebooks, let alone finish unpacking.
my senior year is going to start off on a fantastic note.

ps. you're looking at the latest juice stop junkie employee :)

so i guess i wasn't being entirely sarcastic about the fantastic note thing...

happenings.

obviously i'm having a very busy summer, doing everything from sleeping to rollercoasters at valleyfair to working to not doing summer reading. hahaha.

basically. a catcher in the rye was the very first book i checked out at the library this summer, and will probably be the last one to be turned in.

i leave for honor choir tomorrow. i will be extremely surprised if it lives up to last year's honor choir. cuz there won't be hilary and jenny, red jello, or the bench. :(
and a couple other things, but that's rather unnecessary. haha.

and next week after i come home, i'll have to pack up my entire room and say goodbye to the house i've lived in for 12 freakin' years. it's gonna be a rather difficult thing to do i think.

other than that. i have no excited news whatsoever. ta ta.

just call me the phone breaker.

no really. i've been to verizon at least 3 times in the past month.
first, my voyager screen cracked. just from being in my bag.
then it started to open weird, and then the sound completely went out.

awesome.

so i completely downgraded to the phone i used my 8th grade year.
but it started opening weird too! and then it completely basically broke in two.
and then the screen went black.

so i found an old enV. it works perfectly fine, but when someone calls me i can only talk to them with my phone on speaker phone. eh whatevs.

and my dance concert went excellent. i'm glad i had 2 lovely friends come watch me. wink. :)

anyways, i'm off to work. bye.

summer is my drug.

summer brings out the best of me.
my productiveness level goes up soooo much. i wish i was as dedicated to homework and studying as i am to being productive around the house.

basically, i've done everything from scrubbing floors, to shopping, to downgrading to my phone of 4 years ago, to laying out... you know, summer stuff.

so, i'm off to do more... summer stuff.
haha.

oh, i'm gonna be in another car commercial tomorrow! yippee. my line is "wetzel's the place to go in richmond, indiannaohio." so simple.

EXCITEMENT.

DONEZO.
I DID IT.
I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE SEMESTER TESTS.
I'M BASICALLY A SENIOR.

i just had to blog my excitement real quick. the end.

blogging during school is more fun.

everyone. i'm blogging at school.
it's the last day of legit school.
tomorrow is just the academic awards. and then there's a small chance i might have to take a trig semester test. hopefully not.

summer is basically so close, i can taste it.

so this morning we practiced pomp and circumstance in band for graduation this sunday. i teared up a bit, cuz i realized the next time i hear this after this weekend, i'll be walking into graduation.
a quick story.
the band plays processional (pomp and circumstance) when the graduates walk in, and then a recessional when they leave. this remedial kid asked why we played the recessional, and not just the processional for the beginning and the end. seriously, kid? seriously? can you please use the brain god gave you? thanks.

i have +15 graduation parties to attend this saturday. my mom doesn't believe me, so i have to write out every single one i'm attending. honestly mom, it's just grad parties. i'm not gonna go have sex, get crunk, and do drugs. seriously. i'm smarter than that.

anyways. i just wanted to have the bragging rights of saying "i've blogged at school, sucker."
plus the bell's gonna ring.
off to my last school lunch of the year!

PS. IT'S GLEE GOES GAGA NIGHT. YES.

:)

i smell of suntan lotion and grass clippings.
because i just mowed the lawn.
it's a whopping 82 degrees right now, and the sun is shining bright.

if this is a preview to how awesome my summer is, i am so pumped.

starting the note off:
i made honors choir! i guess my tryout went alot better than i thought it did. i was one point away from scoring perfect on my solo (55/56), made 4 sight reading mistakes, and got 3/7 right on tonal memory, and then 100% on the written test.

tonal memory can go s a d.

i finally got more working hours in this past weekend. it's going pretty good, and i only sat a wrong table once :)

the only bad news i can think of is end of the semester stress. like always.
and i'm tired. like always.
and glee is not that exciting. not like always.
glee: come on, pull it together and start singing better songs. thanks.

a nap is calling to me...

i figured i should make one last post before i turn the big 1-7.
yay.
i love birthdays.
birthdays are my favorite.
especially when you have funny/really artistic friends, because the homemade birthday cards are the best then :)

but here's the thing. come a week or 2 before my birthday and the weather is superb. come the day or day of my birthday? poop weather. always. i just want some nice weather on my birthday for once! jeez!

on another note, i have 18 days left of being a junior. holy buck.

anyways, i have friends to do and plans to see.
wait a second...

i did the bv band awards potluck challenge.

just putting it down in the records:

i ate the most food i've ever eaten in my entire life in one sitting tonight.
*runs to the toilet and throws up.*

not really.
but i'm not gonna feel good tomorrow morning. at all. :/

k-dog announced next years marching band show tonight!
checkmate.

how awesome is that? and we're going to have props on the field. bv marching lynx never uses props...

also, the sky is a rainbow right now. and the clouds are doing this really cool swirly thing.
---i love the view out my window :)

i'm skidaddlin'. bye bye!

ps. 5 days and i can finally buy tickets to "R" movies.

AND I FORGOT!
i opened my first checking out today. i feel so grown up and responsible.
ha, but not really.
the people behind the counter were remedial, i swear. i was there for 34 mins.
my mom says i shouldve been in and out within 10. stupid people.

anyways. other things are calling to me...

rants.

forewarning: this is going to be more of a rant, instead of a post.

first off, my sister can't take a joke at all. last night, i decided to show her my facebook love and comment on +30 of her profile pictures. and no, they weren't even all sassy remarks! they were nice, some sarcastic, you know... typical sisterly love. i click back to my facebook profile and what's posted?

SHUT THE FUCK UP.

from my sister.
ouch.

i saw she was online, so i told her, hey, it was just joking around, nothing serious k?
she starts ranting at me saying she woke up due to +50 text messages from facebook.
well i'm sorry... maybe you should learn to silence your phone, and second off facebook mobile? you've gotten be joking me.
and then she responded with, just wait til i get you back, but not in the same way.

thanks, [censored].

also. my next topic of rant is the parade.
i hate the loyalty day parade with a passion.
everyone's always crabby and tired, and it's a long parade.
therefore my arms always hurt really bad, and my feet get blisters.
poop.

i just want to stay home sleep :( that isn't too much to ask for!

and we have a showing for our house today, which meant i had to hurry home and clean the house. so now the house reeks of chemicals, which is only good if you like getting high.
i don't.

but guess what? i turn 17 in 6 days. bazing!
fiddy fiddy cent ya'll.

don't make me over.

usually i post a title at the end of a blog. this time i'm posting it at the beginning, because it's the song i'm listening to, and i adore this song.

first off, it reminds me of someone. and this is stupid, because i've talked to this person only a handful of times. but it's a good song, and a funny person, so it's worth semi-dedicating this blog to that person.

i'm fretting about things right now. things like:

-texting. . .

-people.

-my messy room that i refuse to clean.

-chipped nails that i refuse to paint.

-my lost deodorant that i refuse to go on a hunt for. and that was a bad idea for today. haha.

ps, i don't even care if that was tmi. it's my blog, and i blog about what i want.

oh and i forgot to mention. the musical next year is 42nd St. i'm pumped. it's all set in the 1920's and with alot of tapping. i'll keep you updated if i read anymore information.

and i'd like to take this time to personally thank my dear friend mirds for things.

wanna see a really sassy picture of us? yes, you do.

turkey makes you sassy, i guess.

speaking of which. i forgot to mention how i basically wasted alot of food at turkey supper. because i thought i was really hungry, but then it turned out i wasn't.

asdfkljzckvmoaiej.

...that's me being remedial.

i'm gonna go now...

time flies when even when you aren't having fun.

guess what? i turn 17 in 13 days. just thought you guys would want to know.

also, i sang i dreamed a dream last night with the band.
my mom told me she never knew i could sing.
i found this ironic, considering i sing in the shower all the time.

this is the last week of april, and then the last month of school begins.
where did time go?
my stomach kind of dropped a little bit, because i don't like the endings of things.
but i do like the beginnings of new things, like summer. i'm gonna make this the best summer ever. i'm starting a to do list. if i feel like it, i'll maybe post it. don't count on it though.

but i guess we're going to bdubs. i haven't eaten in a good 17 hours. bye.

the list consisting of things not to do. ever.

oh the weather outside is not frightful...
thank goodness. it's lovely out.

i made a list for you all, too.

never ever ever:
-wear black jeans on warm sunny days.
-eat wasabi peas.
-have a teacher ask why the inside of your bag is so interesting... cough cough.
-have a bfffffff leave for washington, dc. they're bound to never return.
-not go to bed...
-forget to clean litter boxes. yuck.
-lose your favorite pair of jeans.
-gauge your skin because you were shaving too quickly and carelessly.
-get an F on a physics test.
-drink and drive.
-and ditch class.

scratch that last one. haha. i did indeed ditch last period yesterday. only because it was band, and we had a study hall cuz goheen got food poisoning. no use sitting around when you could be home and sleeping right? right.

i gotta go paint my fingernails. and creep. and look for a new outfit for turkey supper. and take my sister to dance. and figure out when i'm working. and study vocab.

never wear a skirt on a windy day.

auditions suck.
i had honor choir auditions today.
they were good.
besides the fact that i forgot the second phrase of my solo, so i just repeated it.
tonal memory was way harder. but i do think i got a couple right.
sight reading was harder. but i think i got the relative minor right.

i can not believe i forgot my lyrics. again. it happened once at solo contest, i thought for sure it'd be the last time. guess not. oh well, i just kept singing so hopefully that helped me out.


also, the judge asked if i was in peter pan.
when i nodded and said yes, she added, "the one with the curley hair?"
i replied, "haha, yep. tiger lilly!"
she added, "excellent job! excellent!"

so... i'll get back to you when the results come in...

ps. i guarantee the entire world say my snoopy underwear today, due to the fact i wore a skirt on the windiest day of the year. my life rocks.

faac you.

greetings from the most tired person in the world.
or close to the most tired.
whatever.

it's my fault anyways, because i've decided to go to bed by 1 am this entire week. the week after musical. when did i become stupid? just recently, i guess.

the musical was indeed a success... and i'm patiently awaiting for the announcement of next years musical. i'll let you know as soon as i know. :)

first thunderstorm of 2010 was last night! it was excellent. big lightning, loud thunder, and pouring rain. yum.

prom's this weekend. i ironed my dress tonight. and found a couple of stains on it. just my luck, right? yeah. oh well, they aren't too bad... i hope. i practiced doing my hair how i want to do it prom day. it turned out sweet-ish, but took me 2 1/2 hours. i do not have that kind of time on saturday, considering i have dance from 930-1 that morning. and the pictures at 430. yikes.

also, i have a faacing stalker. someone left me a note on my car that said "this girl is hott." creepy, i know.

i'm off. ta ta.